Always Thinking

I've been thinking a bit about NRE (new relationship energy) lately. I have always been one to soak this up off of Diana or my other loves. Radical empathy has its advantages. It makes polyamory easier for me than it might be for someone else with a more traditional emotional platform to work with.

Another random thought: all those people who say they feel a lot younger than they are. How do they not feel all those years they lived? Were they just zoned out? I really don't get it. I feel, value, know it existed, every single year of my life! There is no younger. I think that others feel that way is so odd. Do they just forget their life existed. I feel sorry for them. I feel like they've been sleeping through their lives.

Song in My Head When I Awoke: Real Super Dark by Waterparks