Holiday Vibes

Today I am 56 and a half plus a wee bit more years old. It feels long to me, my life. I don't remember my past as vividly as I did in the past. But in a way, that makes it seem even longer, streaming out in back of me.

Recently, I have been able to sense Diana's aura. That is new to me. I often wondered if sensing that energy would some day come to me, considering other things about how I perceive the world. And it has, at least for a bit, but I think it likely it will continue.

I like to go outside. I like to be outside. I like to walk outside. I am remembering how to allow myself to be OK when cold. I am remembering how to breathe naturally and easily, and how to walk naturally and easily. I'm not there quite, but I am remembering and relearning little by little.

I sprained my toe the day we got our Christmas tree, and it still hurts. It is my littlest toe on my right foot.

I am more and more losing my ability to people. I am not sure where that is going, but it seems in conflict with my desire to foster/build community.