Soon It Will Be Winter

'Tis cold today. 'Twas cold yesterday. Fall, it is really, really progressing. Sometimes I do wish that I could stop time. I would run around and dance through the landscape. I would sing at the top of my lungs without hurting anyone. I would prance and laugh and roll and just be me, until I got lonely, then I'd turn time back on and let things be. (Until the need, because yeah sometimes it feels so strongly like a need, of course an unmet need, strikes again!)

I haven't been in a blogging mood lately. I have been on the borderline of depression, but still moving. Still thinking about how to best take care of me.

I stopped doing CARs for about a week, but not with any intention that I had STOPPED doing CARs. I've done them the past couple of days now though and that is nice. I am also trying to be curious on how I might be able to eventually do at least one true, proper form push-up. I think it could be awhile, but I think it could happen. I can now get down on the floor or ground without using my hands at all. Hopefully, I can learn to also get up without using my hands eventually. I think it is at least a couple of weeks out though.

We went on a fun walk along the Westside Oswego Riverwalk last week, and we were going to go for a long walk at Beaver Lake Nature Center, but we couldn't because the weather wasn't nice enough. (Drizzle and chilly temps don't make for a great walk.)